Beyond Illusion and Doubt

What is the purpose of existing? Why do we exist? What is the meaning of Life? What do we have to achieve? A pool of questions surrounds. 

A quietest hope is the highest Consciousness with diffusion of all confusions- Stable, clear and more defined in form. Time as fire fuels on your body, turns it dry, defoliated, parched and cracked... But penetrate beyond, there is something beyond that. Many revered thinkers believed that you take birth again and again in search of peace, in search of almighty, in search of- Self.  Indeed there is something beyond the very sight as you perceive a connected paradoxical end- lived its life, half Sunk into a sunless river, but elevated, with a ceaseless turmoil to merge into measureless infinity. Wait..Look..See what persists- a delicate serenity. Solitary you are-yet awaken, disillusioned, unaffected, upright, hence- Alive.

                                             Aadmi woh hai jo halat badal de,

woh nahi jisko halat badal de.

Mistakenly vulnerable as this tree sometimes, you feel a sense of disorientation and confusion in the face of an apparently meaningless or absurd world. You feel so alone, living in the darkest end. But then what next? Certainly, you miss to realize that you have something which is beyond your imagination, more exploratory and discover-able. Which results in more than you desire, and makes a worthy reason for you to live, even in solitude.

Ironically, drenched alone in a chasm of deafening silence- but loud enough to hear oneself, slanted into Inner Self. A companion shadow always floats on the waves, peeps in self, as a mirror of finding oneself which sinuously sways into piousness.

It’s a timely confluence, to synergize with purity and to be chaste- to get Acceptance. Nature’s allegory, of you being Complete and accepted with unending vastness…not drowned rather quenched...slowly into the stillness of Peace-calm…in the Ultimate- in a self- conscious world. You need to visualize yourself, reflect to self, sieve through your choices-to attain Nirvana. The process proceeds with the Discovery of self. Its arrival brings inner peace and unending bliss. Thus, you transforms in an elevated living being. Each individual—not society or surroundings—is solely responsible for giving meaning to life and living it passionately and sincerely  and it comes only with Self’s Discovery. Accept yourself first, to be accepted in goodness. It gives you the reason of living and not just to have a normal living being's life and it is more than which can be explained or taught.

Pighle neelam sa behta hua ye sama

Neeli neeli khamoshiyan

Na kahin hai zameen na kahin aasman

sarsarti hui tehaniyan, pattiyan

keh rahi hainki bas ek tum ho yahan

sirf main hun, meri saasein hain, meri dhadkanein

Aisi gehraiyan, aisi tanhaiyan aur main sirf main

                                           Apne hone par mujhko yakeen aa gaya.